Getting Messy

19 01 2012

I can’t believe its been a week already since I wrote last! I’ve been doing a lot of sleeping and attempting to feel better. It hasn’t been terribly successful. 😦

As most of my daily activities have been dropped from my life I still make time for my pottery class. What a fabulous way to spend some time being creative and fellowshipping with wonderful people! And this time I’ve convinced Dan to take the class with me!

And because I love quotes here’s a good motivation for me today  “Life isn’t meant to be easy, it’s meant to be lived…sometimes happy, other times rough. But with every up and down you learn lessons that make you strong.”

Heres to living in every chance that we get, happy or rough!


He is Passing By

11 01 2012

Happy Wednesday! I can’t believe its already here. I have spent the last few days at the doctors and sleeping. I think I caught some sort of flu bug on top of everything else I’ve been dealing with. I’m incredibly frustrated with it all, but I was reading the other day in One Thousand Gifts by Ann Voskamp and I was encouraged. I’d like share a passage. Before this she was sharing about the pains and trials in our lives and how sometimes we don’t see the reason for years or maybe we don’t see the reason at all. I’d heard the Footprints poem, but this was a whole new perspective.

“…sometimes we don’t fully see that in Christ, because of Christ, through Christ, He does give us all things good–until we have the perspective of years.

In time, years, dust settles.

In memory, ages, God emerges.

Then we look back, we see God’s back.

Wasn’t that too His way with Moses? ‘When my glory passes by, I will put you in a cleft in the rock and cover you with my hand until I have passed by. Then I will remove my hand and you will see my back.’ (Exodus 33:22-23 NIV)

Is that it? When it gets dark, it’s only because God has tucked me in a cleft of the rock and covered me, protected with His hand? In the pitch, I feel like I’m falling, sense the bridge giving way, God long absent. In the dark, the bridge of my world shakes, cracking dreams. But maybe this is true reality: It is in the dark that God is passing by. The bridge and our lives shake not because God has abandoned, but the exact opposite:  God is passing by. God is in the tremors. Dark is the holiest ground, the glory passing by. In the blackest, God is closest, at work, forging His perfect and right will. Though it is black and we can’t see and our world seems to be free-falling and we feel utterly alone, Christ is most present to us, I-beam supporting in earthquake. Then He will remove His hand. Then we will look.

Then we look back and see His back.”

I hope that through all of this I will have a story to tell of God’s faithfulness. He has brought me through much and I know he will bring me through this even when my world seems black. I hope this might encourage you as well.

The Goal for Today

7 01 2012

I’ve been fighting the frustration and jealousy of all the normal, healthy people talking about new years resolutions to get in shape etc. I have been sick for months, waiting on a diagnosis for my illness. And I still have weeks to go. As my health is quickly declining, I am struggling to see past January. Will things be different once the doctors tell me what is wrong? Is there a treatment? Is there hope? Or will every day be a struggle like it is now?

As I face the year I am overwhelmed with “What if’s” and the unknown. So today I have decided to face today for today and to live it for what it is. I am the type of person that doesn’t stop moving. I am always writing up the next To Do list and accomplishing something. In my exhaustion and pain I have become increasingly frustrated with accomplishing so little. Today as the sun is shining bright and hope is in the air, I have decided to make a goal for today. How much less frustrating and more attainable than focusing on an entire year!

Today I decided to spend some quality time with my baby, Chloe and take her on a walk.

Happy Friday! I hope your goals area attainable and already in progress!


4 01 2012

Happy new year! I can’t believe its 2012 already! I was just trying to grab a hold of 2011!

I have been thinking about a lot of goals for the year and reading lots of blogs and inspiration of the sort. Here is a quote that was on Justin & Mary’s facebook “‎If you don’t have time to write down your goals, where are you going to find the time to accomplish them?” via @designaglow”.

Its so true! So, I am challenging myself to sit down and seriously think about what I want to accomplish personally and as a photographer. I will be posting back soon. I am challenging you to take time to think about what passed you by in 2011 and what you want to grab a hold of in 2012!


22 04 2011

I’ve been slacking again! This time I have an excuse. I seriously can’t stand Verizon. Our modem was struck by lightening this weekend and they told us we’d have a new one on our doorstep by Tuesday. Well, its Friday and I’m at work blogging because we still don’t have our modem. Hours of phone conversations and we’re still in the same place…Good thing we’re leaving for the Caribbean on Sunday! I’m cutting myself off from social media, my phone etc for the week while we’re gone, so then I’ll really have an excuse to not be blogging.

In the meantime, heres a wonderful, self-photo of Dan and I from the other night when we were up on the mountain after the sunset! …unedited and cheesy flash and all 😉

Hope everyone has a wonderful Good Friday and a blessed Easter. He is risen!

Favorite Food Addiction

16 04 2011

The clouds rush across the sky and I feel like the whole world is still moving slower than I am. The flowers that appeared in early spring are gone and replaced my different artwork from the hand of God. Is it almost the end of April already?

This week has been crazy! I have been working crazy hours for both jobs and I am officially stressed. Last night instead of heading out swing dancing like we normally do on Thursday nights, Dan and I made cookie dough truffles. Let me just say, they are AH-MAZ-ING! I thought I would post the link on here to inspire anyone who love cookie dough remotely as much as I do!

I have no idea how to make that look pretty and hyperlinked in this blog. I am def learning all this stuff. Boy am I behind on the times! I so wish I had more time to learn blogging, websites, graphics, and camera techniques and editing. I love what I’ve been able to learn, but there’s so much more!

Enjoy your baking!

My Handiwork

5 04 2011

Springtime means color and new life! Fresh beginnings and warmer days. I loooove it! I adore flowers and the clean air that blows through my apartment. Its so much happier than winter.

I like to make my apartment different from all the others with welcome mats and wreaths. Working at a florist/coffee shop is definitely an inspiration, but I can’t afford all those beautiful things. So, I decided to put together my own wreath. After lots of shopping and flower matching and hot glue and wire cutting, this is my very colorful, perfect-for-me springtime wreath!

I’ll make you one if you want. 😉