The Goal for Today

I’ve been fighting the frustration and jealousy of all the normal, healthy people talking about new years resolutions to get in shape etc. I have been sick for months, waiting on a diagnosis for my illness. And I still have weeks to go. As my health is quickly declining, I am struggling to see past January. Will things be different once the doctors tell me what is wrong? Is there a treatment? Is there hope? Or will every day be a struggle like it is now?

As I face the year I am overwhelmed with “What if’s” and the unknown. So today I have decided to face today for today and to live it for what it is. I am the type of person that doesn’t stop moving. I am always writing up the next To Do list and accomplishing something. In my exhaustion and pain I have become increasingly frustrated with accomplishing so little. Today as the sun is shining bright and hope is in the air, I have decided to make a goal for today. How much less frustrating and more attainable than focusing on an entire year!

Today I decided to spend some quality time with my baby, Chloe and take her on a walk.

Happy Friday! I hope your goals area attainable and already in progress!